Thursday, September 30, 2010

Atheism Has One Cost

The one cost of choosing to be an Atheist is, you have to give up your soul. And that usually happens gradually, as it did for me. From what I have read, this is typical. It slips away with little wisps of “faith”.

It’s a liberating feeling to lose all belief in a god. I know that for all my good and evil deeds, I have no chance for redemption, or consequence, in any afterlife. I will just end, like a good song. It will be up to people to remember me.

I know the devout will think I carry a lost soul, but in reality, that is already gone, always was. They think I will burn in hell, but there is no hell, just as there is no god or heaven.

How did I get here, to this place? A place that freaks out believers, but gives me strength they will never understand…

1972, at the age of 8, I was shuffled out of my home country, the US, 50 miles into Canada. A place my father frequented when he was young. All of the kids in my family were removed from a public school in western Detroit, to a Catholic school in Kingsville Ontario.

In Canada, I was actually an altar Boy, for three years. It was a good experience; I learned to not freak out in front of a crowd and to concentrate on the ceremony. We actually had fun, the priest was very cool.

We got to year four in Canada and one of us kids got disciplined on the first day of school. Mom appeared and pulled us all out, to go across town to the Public School. I liked the new school better, because the kids weren’t beaten or humiliated. Other kids were friendly and welcoming.

The next year, we moved back to Detroit, but no Churchin’ happened. I think my Dad went sometimes, but the rest of us kids dropped out. As far as I know, only one of five even attends occasionally.

As I grew up, I learned about all of the religions, on my own. Catholics were the most violent one, historically (wisp). Then the Ireland fiasco happened and I was sickened by Christianity in general (wisp). Then the stories of pedophile priests started (and have never ended) popping up (wisp). Then the cover-ups by the Bishops (wisp). The LRA and their insanity in Africa (wisp).

I got older and saw how religion perverted US Politics. I learned of how Thomas Jefferson penned; “"wall of separation between church and state" and the continual push to erode that separation. The branch dividian thing happened in Texas (wisp).

Religion = God = Murder or Rape = Evil. I think the only religion I have any respect for is Buddhism.

The deeds of man drove god out of my life. I can’t name the number of times I thought to myself, “This world is insane, good is dying. And god isn’t doing anything about it. God is making it worse.” Eventually, there was no god. And if you ask me who created the universe? I will answer, “Since you think everything needs a creator, then who created god? If you can’t answer that, I can. Man created god, not the other way around.”

Ha Ha, Good Luck Iran

The Oil fields are closing....

Ecuador Coup Fails

What would we do here in the US if the Military turned on us??  Hmm, we would probably die...

God's Speed Tony Curtis

If you have never seen The Great Race, go watch it!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

True Grit

As much as I hate remakes, this looks pretty good.

No Vote On Creating American Jobs and Ending Offshoring Act

The following are the non-republicans that agreed not to to even have a vote on this: Hagan (D-NC),Lieberman (ID-CT), Lincoln (D-AR),Nelson (D-NE),Warner (D-VA)and Tester (D-MT)

Of course all republicans want to keep the economy in the trash, and keep big American business shipping jobs over seas.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Satin Dolls

They slay me...

The Satin Dollz in "Whatever Lola Wants" from Dan Blank on Vimeo.

The making of:

The Making of "Whatever Lola Wants" from Dan Blank on Vimeo.

Nice Cheese Grater Use...

Pistolera, "Policia" from Jake Sauerbrey on Vimeo.

Woman Beats Off Bear With Zucchini

Wait, that title didn't come off right. Oh crap, that came out all all over the place. OH Crap!

Ok, starting over...A lady in Montana on her porch, had a zucchini (sounds like the opening to a Porn story?) and her dog was there (sounds worse...).

A Burly Bear shows up hungry. Should he eat the woman or some dog? The Bear is gay (not that there is anything wrong with that), so tries to eat some dog. The woman is probably jealous, so hits the bear with a Zucchini (and just what was she doing with it?? I saw a movie once...).

Now the Burly Bear is mad and bites the woman. She has more Zucchini, so she hits it again (how many does she really need on a Wednesday night??).

Burly Bear runs away, and all of his friends start calling him Girly Bear, but since he's gay (not that there is anything wrong with that), he is ok with the new name.

A happy ending...bitches.

The Pledge To America

Frankly, I think they sounded smarter when they just said "NO".

Virus Targeted Iran

I can't for the life of me think of WHO would want to attack Iran's nuclear program???

That's Hot Sauce..

Yes, this is Satan's Shit. Guaranteed to curl your toes and make your eyes shoot out of your head like on a cartoon. Some steam from the ears has been reported...

Italy Seized Iranian Explosives

Shocker, they were being sent to Syria; Who would get them into Lebanon and Egypt.

I think Iran really doesn't understand, just how many people are watching what they do??

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

The Struggle Over The Northwest Passage...

I am just glad they are taliking. Make it free to the US, Russia and Canada, charge others a fee...

SCI-FI Story, Dusters

I did a re-write of this story, you can right click the link to the right and save the Word document. Easier to read in that format. Thx..

Nice Animation...

Salesman Pete from Salesman Pete on Vimeo.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Don't Tell, Don't Ask

So DADT was upheld today, and as a person who served in the US military on Submarines, I can go along with waiting to hear what the current enlisted have to say. That will come in December, and I can only hope it's a better outlook when I served from 81-87. The persecution back then was near brutal..

Frankly, it shouldn't be an issue. If an American wants to protect our country, they should be allowed to do so if they are physically able to do the job.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

The Books

Have the new CD (The Way Out) on now, very cool..Like Zappa when you are not on Acid.

Older tune...

Claire Sinclair

Wow, the Playboy Centerfold, this month (Claire Sinclair) is stunning!
You can uncompress the file with WinRAR.

Pope Bashing

I can't find a fault in this.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

The XX

They won an award in the UK, and now they are all the rage. Still pushing into the US. Good tunes, but they lack energy.

Friday, September 17, 2010

For No One

Like this...

Delorean | FOR NO ONE from FOR NO ONE on Vimeo.

Pioneer 10 NEWS!

The Space Craft is being pulled back towards the Sun, and no one knows why? Admit it NASA, you know it's GOD keeping us humans from influence outside our little solar system. Why would GOD let us infect the rest of the Galaxy with our tom-foolery??

Unrelated, but both Voyager probes have attached themselves to large Asteroids and are heading towards Earth. Good news, I will be dead before they get here.

Game Informer Magazine

I offered my son and his friend $10 if they could figure out what this was mimicking. Yeah, no way I am out the cash.. The back cover was cool too. They must have a few people who still visit their father's at the Mag.

Thinking about it, most of the world won't get this either...look at the tag.

Monday, September 13, 2010

The [Han] Solo Adventures

The Solo Adventures 2D from Daniel L Smith on Vimeo.

If you have 3D glasses and like that stuff, check this:

Insane and Beautiful

I dated one of those, but this is totally different...

Last Walk Around Mirror Lake - Boom Bip (Boards of Canada Remix) from FroschYankee on Vimeo.

Boyz N The Ring

Watch in HD...

Arnold Makes China Happy

I hadn't heard about this, but Governor Arnold is having the San Fransisco Bay Bridge rebuilt, in China. What a fucking idiot?

Look at how happy this asshole is...

Muslims Block Christian Church

Indonesia is pissed about some Christians. NY is pissed about some Muslims. I guess the difference is, in NY, people won't get be-headed. Might get shot though. I love the hate that surrounds all religion, it's so ironic!? I am a peaceful atheist..

Brea Grant (From HEROES) Does Porn??

She's very cute, and likes Zombies, and Comics. Like the perfect woman...

Sunday, September 12, 2010

World Bank Makes Changes..

Probably for the better. Having these big banks hold more cash is only a good thing. Glad they agreed to it together. Still, keeping your money in a big bank or the stock market, is foolish.

What Was That On Fox News??

Nut Getrich said he has had "entrepreneurs" telling him, "I'm not creating any jobs while this guy [Obama] is president". Well, he will be around for a few years at least. This is economic blackmail. Talk about shooting yourself in the foot???

We need new business men.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

MS Word Advanced Mail Merge

Ok, creating a Mail Merge in Word is a pain in the butt, no doubt. For one thing, you can’t pull from multiple sources (like I tried to do with MS Access with multiple tables). If you are in the MS Access situation, create a Report with the fields you want and then use Office Links to open/save the data as an Excel file. <–HINT!

Then follow the Word Help instructions for the basic Mail Merge. All will be right with the world.

I found this site that has a lot of good content, and after you get all of that,and things are still not working the way you want them to, come back here and keep reading.

Below are text samples of complete merge fields in a Word document. You can not copy and paste this into Word, it will not work. Every {} you see must be inserted in a Mail Merge, or using CTRL-F9. See link above.

Getting fields of data to simply Add was one of the most difficult and least documented things I needed to do..

{ =({ IF {MERGEFIELD “UD1 } “” “{ MERGEFIELD “SM_CD” }+” “0+”}{ IF { MERGEFIELD UD2} “” “{ MERGEFIELD “QM_CD”}+” “0+ }{ IF { MERGEFIELD “UD3” } “” “{MERGEFIELD “SAS_CD” }” “0” }) \# “0” } results in “=(0+4+3+2)\# “0””.

Since UD1 and SM_CD are NULL, a “0+” is inserted (you will get errors if you don't do this, because NULL + 3 is not valid). If they were not NULL, the value of SM_CD would be inserted. “4+” is then inserted because QM_CD equals 4 and UD2 is not NULL. And so on with the last two numbers. The KEY here is the () locations and the \# “0″, because they result in a formula that Word understands and executes!

This is a real good example of the format you want to add data fields in your Merge. TIP: You can insert all of the required merge fields at the top of a document, then copy/paste them inside { } that you insert with CTRL-F9. Then add the IF and \# stuff.

{ =(B22*F22) \# “$#,##0.00;($#,##0.00)”} result in something like “$125.00”. This is an example of math within a Word table, by actually referencing the existing cells, just as you would in Excel. A1 is the top left cell in your table, B1 would be the field to the right of it. Open a blank Excel sheet if you are confused.

Some date formatting after you insert a field;

{ MERGEFIELD SHIP_DATE \@ “MM/d/yy”} results in “9/6/10”

{ MERGEFIELD SHIP_DATE \@ “d MMMM yyyy” } results in “6 September 2010”

Refer to the link above for more (a Table is located at the bottom of that page).

This one, was an interesting problem. I had to create a list of sentences based on data being present or not.

“ }{ IF{ MERGEFIELD JC_CD } “” { IF { MERGEFIELD UD1 “” “ Job Control Media, Quarter {MERGEFIELD QUARTER } PP
“ }}{IF { MERGEFIELD UD2NO } “” “ Quarterly Update #{ MERGEFIELD UD2NO } PP
“ }

“ Site Maintained Update 14, Quarter 4” only if UD1NO is not NULL
“ Job Control Media, Quarter 4” only if JC_CD and UD1 are not NULL, using a nested IF
“ Quarterly Update #15” only if UD2NO is not NULL

Note the PP is where I inserted a carriage return (Paragraph mark by hitting Enter. The PP did not appear in the actual mail merge document). This forces each sentence to appear on its own line. Creative formatting...

Drop a comment if this isn't working for you and I will try to help out if I can. Include an email address, duh..

Phil Davidson, For Stark County Treasurer

If you don't vote for him, you will wind up "Livin' in a Van, Down by the River!!"

Four Senior al-Qaeda Escape Iraq Jail

Another day in paradise...

I hear they dug tunnels called "Tom Dick and Harry".

Wednesday, September 8, 2010


It took two harrowing days to get back onto my Blog, because Google was doing some kind of push to get people to use Gmail accounts, and their "solution" for this was not compatible with IE8. I had to install Firefox to get this far. Back to normal tomorrow, I hope!! Thanks for your patience...

Friday, September 3, 2010


So true...

OCCUPATION: Movements II & III (Syscape#4) from Eric Schockmel on Vimeo.

Midnight Club (Intense)

Russ Chimes - Midnight Club EP (Part 1: Never Look Back) from Russ Chimes on Vimeo.

Nice Star Wars Graphics..

No Tea Party In Michigan..

Someone is playing games, and I think the Republicans are getting their way, blocking the Tea Party. Alienating their core base in the process. Should be an interesting election.

Why People Can't Swim

The story focus' on Black people, but I think it's a huge failure of parenting. Not a racial thing. It was a mandate in my family that you WILL LEARN TO SWIM WELL, and that is something I passed on to both my children.

Fucking learn to swim if you don't know how. If you don't want to learn, stay away from the water. Thinning of the herd.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

This seems legit.


Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI)Anti-Terrorist And Monitory Crime Division.Federal Bureau Of Investigation.J.Edgar.Hoover Building Washington DcCustomers Service Hours/Monday To SaturdayOffice Hours Monday To Saturday:
Attention Beneficiary, Records show that you are among one of the individuals and organizations who are yet to receive their overdue payment from overseas which includes those of Lottery/Gambling, Contract and Inheritance. Through our Fraud Monitory Unit we have also noticed that over the past you have been transacting with some impostors and fraudsters who have been impersonating the likes of Prof. Soludo of the Central Bank Of Nigeria, Mr. Patrick Aziza, Frank, Anderson, none officials of Oceanic Bank, Zenith Banks, Kelvin Young of HSBC, Ben of FedEx, Ibrahim Sule, Dr. Usman Shamsuddeen and some impostors claiming to be The Federal Bureau of Investigation.
The Cyber Crime Division of the FBI gathered information from the Internet Crime Complaint Center (ICCC) formerly known as the Internet Fraud Complaint Center (IFCC) of how some people have lost outrageous sums of money to these impostors.
As a result of this we hereby advise you to stop communication with any one not referred to you by us. We have negotiated with the Federal Ministry of Finance that your payment totaling $6,100,000.00 be released to you via a custom pin based ATM card with a maximum withdrawal limit of $5,000 a day which is powered by Visa Card and can be used anywhere in the world were you see a Visa Card Logo on the Automatic Teller Machine (ATM). We have advised that this should be the only way at which you are to receive your payment because it is more guaranteed, since over $5 billion was lost on fake check year two (2) 2008.
We guarantee 100% receipt of your payment, because we have perfected everything in regards to the release of your $6.1 million United States Dollars to be 100% risk free and free from any hitches as it is our duty to protect you. (This is as a result of the mandate from US Government to make sure all debts owed to people which includes Inheritance, Contract, Gambling/Lottery etc are been cleared for the betterment of the current economic status of the nation and its citizens as he bas always believed (Our Time for Change has come because Change can happen)

Below are few list of tracking numbers you can track from UPS website to confirm people like you who have received their payment successfully. Name: Racheal Frank: UPS Tracking Number...1z89249r2210011070 ( Name: Zaidi Mohammed: UPS Tracking Number...1z89249r2210011025 ( Name: Stephen Medaris: UPS Tracking Number...1z89249r2210011089 ( Name: Seddek Farhard: UPS Tracking Number...1z89249r2210011098 ( To redeem your fund you are hereby advised to contact the ATM Card Center via email for their requirement to proceed and procure your Approval of Payment Warrant and Endorsement of your ATM Release Order on your behalf which will cost you $265 only nothing more and no hidden fees as everything else has been taken cared of by the Federal Government including taxes, custom paper and clearance duty so all you will ever need to pay is $265 only.
Contact InformationName: Mr Kelvin WilliamsMobile Phone: +234-704-307-7504Cell Phone: +234-802-685-6976Email: Do contact Mr Kelvin Williams of the ATM Card Center via his contact details above and furnish him with your details as listed below, calling him on his hotline will be faster than to email him: Your full Name:Your full Address (where you will like your ATM CARD to be sent to):Home/Cell Phone:Occupation:Age:A Scan Copy Of Your Identity Card For Identification On contacting him with your details your files would be updated and he will be sending you the payment information in which you will use in making payment of $265 via Western Union Money Transfer for the procurement of your Approval of Payment Warrant and Endorsement of your ATM Release Order. After which the delivery of your ATM card will be effected to your designated home address without any further delay, extra fee or any authority raising eyebrow. Upon receipt of payment the delivery officer will ensure that your package is sent within 24 working hours. Because we are so sure of everything we are giving you a 100% money back guarantee if you do not receive your ATM CARD Shippment Confirmation within the next 24hrs after you have made the payment for shipping. Once again we are so sure of you receiving your payment at no any other cost as we have taking it upon our duty to monitor everything in other to cub cyber crime that is perpetrated by those impostors. Thanks and hope to read from you soon. ROBERT S. MUELLER, DIRECTORFEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATIONUNITED STATES DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICEWASHINGTON, D.C. 20535

The Morning Benders - "All Day Day Light"

YESSS!! Been waiting for some new stuff...

The Morning Benders - "All Day Day Light" from Jack Ferry on Vimeo.

Land Of Talk

Digging this CD...

Stuff My Son Buys..

Flava Puff is compressed cotton candy, that seems to be marketed towards brothers? BTW, that toaster in the background is the bomb.
The jelly doughnuts look like a cut scene from Left For Dead!!

The Mothers Are More Pertinent Than Ever...

The Mothers Are More Pertinent Than Ever...

GET OUT OF Kristi Noem's WAY!

Keep nominating people who pile up speeding tickets and don't show up in court. Good deal! Oh, a note to the tea Party, a pretty girl does not equate to a smart girl. K?

Lady Diana Lingerie

Get some for your "lady" and bang her like a $50 whore.. This is only available in China, where they block porn!

Cool Table..

Beach Baskets

Have these Beach Baskets caught on anywhere in the US? It's amazing if not.

I can't believe Europeans are "stuffier" than the rich US elite idiots? Come on, you can avoid contact with all people in your own little (numbered) beach pod. Make me proud America, prove you are as affluent and self centered as Europe!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Two Israelis injured in West Bank - Middle East - Al Jazeera English

Two Israelis injured in West Bank - Middle East - Al Jazeera English

The factioned Hamas Militia, al-Qassam Brigades have not and will not let Peace be an option between Israel and Palestine.

Alvin Greene Is A Jim Demint Plant..

Please listen to this dullard on a radio station podcast. NC, you are smarter than this??!! And he is dumb enough to go on a "conservative" radio show?? Quite a candidate you guys put up there. NC is a fucking joke of a "State". He is all but admitting guilt on the interview.

Select the 8-30-10 10AM Podcast.

It's a clear case of a block of Repulicans registering as Democrats, just so they can vote in the weaker candidate (not an incumbent).

Exciting Day In Montgomery County

Well, he wanted less population, and now we have one mad idiot. Where did that picture come from??